I just have a nightmare to scare me for a lifetime...
There I was in an unknown place, I called up Ron's mom, asking her if I could talk to him, then when we are talking, he was answering me in quite a sad voice, I asked him what's wrong but he didn't answer anyway. So I asked him if we could see each other, he agreed, and then the next scene in my dream (should I say nightmare) was seeing him inside the campus. I smiled and hugged him, telling him how much I miss him. Then all of the sudden, he hold me tight and said "sorry, aalis na ako, hindi mo na ako makikita uli." then he introduced me to this girl, I was so shock. Tears began falling in my eyes.
I cried no, then the next thing I knew, I was wide awake with tears in my eyes. And worst thing is, it's 2 in the morning...
Even if it's a dream, I try not to wake up and solve the problem in the dream, I don't know... I don't get it... I don't even understand myself.
That dream really made me cry. And to think almost all of my dreams are saying something, they always do. Kadalasan nagkakatotoo and mga panaginip ko. And I don't want this dream to happen, not that shocking anyway.
I'm so hurt... lost... alone...
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She does not like a lot of heavy metal and punk, but she is slowly
conforming and has apparently started listening to death metal and remains an
avid hater of rnb and rap - although she will readily admit that she went through a
boyband phase. She will never think of Avril Lavigne as a true rocker chick and
she thinks Ashlee Simpson is another rocker wannabe. AND YET I'M USING HER IMAGE AS A LAYEE, PATHETIC RIGHT?
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