Been listening to a lot of Hikki's Songs lately.
And just found out that Ashton's married to Demi Moore T_T
So much for my happy ending
New Layout, featuring Avril Ramona Lavigne and one of her songs, My Happy Ending which is for one reason for me to like her.
I'm 90% sure that I'll be going to PHP's Magical Games and Sports - Trivia Challenge...
And I still haven't reread the second book nor watch the second movie again... I'm freakin' out because Won-Won is 'snogging' Lav-Lav, I mean, huh? Luna's doing good at commenting... I really like her, she's funny. ^__^ The Harry/Ginny scenes, omg, freakin' the hell out of me. It would've been much better if it's Hermione or Luna, believe me... (of course, that is of my own perception)
Since I've indulge myself with tons of spoilers, the plot's getting fairly predictable, which I find soooo cool...
Oh well, that's that, let's leave those behind...
Does anyone have Switch - Will Smith mp3? I so love that song... *whistles 'ohh la la la...'*I've lost interest in net surfing, I think I'll rather play MU. I'm getting bored of everything. *sigh*
I'm actually not in the mood to type, see how crappy it is? Oh no wait, my posts are always crappy.
Oh well, haven't been online for quite some time... Yep, havin' problems with the connection. Me and my brother's arguing that we should have a broadband and that we would share for the expenses. *sigh* I'll kill for broadband *evil grin*
Officially back. Midterm's finally over and I still haven't finished reading book six due to the fact that every scene freaks me out, turns out that JK's creativity turned out into this fangirl sort of fic, what's with the snogging and all that stuff?! I'm still at chapter 17, I can't believe I'm actually losing interest to read the book, if it hadn't been for the "Dumbledore's Dead" and "Draco cried" Spoiler, I wouldn't read that. See, I told you, I would just give the book an angsty review.
Anyway, we're talking about this show and tell of these so called "Multi-factor theory, about 7 intelligence". I've picked intrapersonal and linguistic intelligence because I'm very sensitive to my emotions and I expressed them through poems.
I recited my poem, Sana'y naiiisip mo, then all of a sudden, I felt my knees wobbling, the eyes beginning to wet and my voice was cracking. I never realized I was crying at the middle of the class.
My prof. asked me what's the reason, if is it because I'm shy to talk in front or if it about the poem. I told her the truth, I'm so touched after reading it. Prof. told me she wants a copy of the poem itself. And now, I don't know my grade for that quiz 'coz I never finished my so-called presentation.
After that incident, they borrowed my printed poems. Guess what, my printed, copyrighted poems are spreading all over the classroom, they're actually reproducing it for themselves, the original copy I've printed? I don't know where the hell it is right now. I just hope they'll give me credit or something if ever they'll reproduce it to share with others.
I've finally found the English Version for Utada's First Love.
Artist : Jessa Zaragoza
Title : First Love
once in a while you are on my mind
i think about the days that we had and i
dream if this would all come back to me
if only you knew every moment in time
love lingers on in my heart
just like your memories
how i want here to be with you once more
you are always gonna be the one
and you should know
how i wish i could have never let you go
come into my life again
oh don't say no.
you are always gonna be the one in my life
so true and i believe that i can never find
somebody like you my first love
once in a while you are in my dreams
i can feel the warmth of your embrace
and i pray that one day you'd come back to me
if only you knew every moment in time
love lingers on in my heart
just like your memories
how i long here to be with you once more
you will always be inside my heart
and you should know
how i wish i could have never let you go
come into my life again
please don't say no.
now and forever you are still the one in my heart
so true i believe i can never find
somebody like you my first love
you are always gonna be the one
and you should know
how i wish i could have never let you go
come into my life again
oh don't say no.
you are always gonna be the one
so true and i believe that i can never find
now and forever love
Damn, I'm missing you...
Oh, I am always thinking of you...
Yeah, I still will always love you...
And yes, I have to admit the fact that our relationship isn't working well. I'm having this feeling that I'm the only one who's making effort in this relationship. I just have to face the fact that things between you and me have changed. I am trying to understand, telling others I am fine, telling them that we're still pushing through this relationship.
I don't wanna give this relationship up, I won't unless you said we're through.
I love you, is that all you want me to say? I'm beginning to think that your love for me had fade away. That it's gone and can never be regained. But still, I'm trying to be open minded here and think about how your life as a student as well. I know it's the reason, you've been busy with your studies right?
So what?
What else do you wanna hear from me?
That I'm alright?
Try asking me that question and I'll tell you that nothing's going wrong and guess what, you're actually believing I'm ok. Are you really that insensitive Ron? I'm hurt here ok?!
And why am I writing this when you won't read it anyway. I'm just only wasting my time.
But I just hope you will be reading this.
I just wish you're the same Ron I knew 6 months ago. I'm loving you from months now, but is your love for me really gone? You haven't even replied to one of my messages, I can't contact you and I think you really don't have any time for me.
I'm trying not to cry while typing this, please Ron, I'm always praying that someday you'll tell me you still care, that you still love me.
I think I'm being paranoid, but I'm having this same feeling all the time. See, I have this classmate you thinks you're the lamest boyfriend ever, I cried at those words because I you're not, I kept telling them that they don't know you better than I do.
And will that reason stop them from telling me to break up with you? I mean, how shallow is that for a break up or even to start a conflict between us. I won't ask for a break up unless I've proven that they're right, until they've proven that you don't love me.
Ron, maybe I just miss you. I'm so sorry if you ever interpret this letter as if I'm angry with you, to tell you the truth, I'm angry at myself right now, I can't seem to live each day without thinking if you're alright.
I guess I should end this letter, I know you wouldn't read this one anyway.
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>",< Garette
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