Princess of the Moon

geee

2006-01-17T22:10:00.000+08:00

I really need to update my blog, the layout, the entries, all of it.

*yawns*

But not now, I'm tired.

-.-

untitled poems

2006-01-08T00:41:00.000+08:00

Here I am, wide awake in my bed
as thoughts of you run through my head
I can't help but think about times we've had
How it drives me happy, sometimes mad

I can't believe that you still love me
after all that I've done for you
I began to wonder if this is destiny
I wonder if this is how it's gonna be

You accepted me with open arms
and loved me for what I really am
I really thanked God for having you
someone who is kind and true

If ever I could speak up sweet words
I'll repeat your name over and over
letting people realize what they've heard
the guy I would like to love forever

and so I end these writings
I'll sleep and start dreaming
hoping this will get me closer
to the guy who loved me better

==============================

Even though we were miles apart
You're still the one I'm thinking
You're the one who's in my heart
and the reason why it's beating

Living a day without you would make me sad
it can drive me nuts, it can drive me mad
and that is why I am thankful to God
that you're here, the sweetest thing I ever had

Your sweet voice drives my crazy
the only one who makes me like this
someone who made me very happy
thank you for your love, my baby

I wanna hear that sweet voice of yours
and I wanna feel your tender touch
I love you with all my heart
I hope nothing could keep us apart

got any suggestions?

Be off for Xmas

2005-12-23T12:10:00.000+08:00

Happy Holidays Everyone!

Syetttttttttt

2005-12-20T20:37:00.000+08:00

~~My MU account got out of hand, I can't make a freakin' pin for my vault...~~

ok ok that was a crappy post...

What happened last week?

Monday - I left my freakin' Anatomy Lab book
Tuesday - I left my paperwork for Fil Lit
Wednesday - I almost lost my freakin' prelim permit
Thursday - My uniform is drippin with iced tea
Friday - I almost got hit by a car
Saturday - I slept while taking the NSTP exam, poof, I've only got 3 answers and the remaining time is only 5 minutes!!!
Sunday - My mom borrowed my money, and now I'm 500 peso poorer, how am I supposed to buy a book?

uhuh, jinx right? syetttttttt

Series of Unfortunate Foolish events

2005-12-15T15:28:00.000+08:00

My mind's very disorriented, what have I done to deserve this?

It's been a very bad week for me.

I'm hating everything, as always...

huhuhu

2005-12-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

Instead of sleeping, here I am at the front of the computer, typing, downloading, reading and still TRYING TO FIGURE OUT how could I install mu version 1.

Curse you mobius, damn!

day with hon ^^

2005-12-01T21:09:00.000+08:00

Happy, happy, happy ^^

Just got home after being with kuya Aaron the whole day.

We watched Chicken Little and it was fun. I love the pig character. ^^

Wala lang, I enjoy his company.

Ok, so my post today seems crappy, but it kinda change my gloomy week.

Gee, I miss playing MU. T_T

Everyone's against me

2005-11-28T21:27:00.000+08:00

Fate, why arth thou so kind to me? You left me confused this time...

Why is it that the WHOLE WORLD is against me today? Is this just another phase? No. Does everyone around me feel the same? No. Am I really paranoid? No.

You see, everyone doesn't care about me anymore, no one wants to be with me, everyone thinks I'm a jerk and everyone thinks I'm not worthy enough to be a friend or even someone to hang around with...

I tried to explain no one listens...

shit, bahala nga kayo, ayoko na magsalita.

My life descends slowly in the pits of hell.

Cedric's girl through and through

2005-11-17T17:06:00.000+08:00

I've just arrived after watching Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire.

And you know what? The movie kinda freak me out. At first it was clearly detailed but when you go deep within the movie, there are lots of things that they haven't mentioned and some that are so not true.

Where in Merlin's beard is Dobby? He's supposed to give the Gillyweed to Harry and not Neville.

Where is Ludo Bagman?

Whatever happen to Winky?

Have I missed the Weasley's Wizarding Wheezes?

Is the band Weird Sisters a boyband?

Is that Cho? That's it? Just because she has a very nice English accent, doesn't mean she suits for the part.

And Wormtail wasn't supposed to kill Cedric right? Or maybe I'm just mistaken.

Oh well, there are lot of nice things too. Take the Harry and Hermione hug for example, that was *giggles* nice. And the Malfoy turning into a ferret thing. But above all, I LOVE CEDRIC DIGGORY, hotness... *drools* too bad, he won't appear in the next movies (I hope he will on the last book)

The truth is, I'm just disappointed that the last scene in the book didn't happen.

A day with my Won Won ^^

2005-10-28T18:18:00.000+08:00

I've spent the whole six hours with my beloved prince today. It's really nice to see him again.

I would never thought he's the one going crazy about me being fed up with him. I mean, WTF?! we're really geminians, we're thinking the exact same thing.

Silly me.

^_^

something from hyoshke-chan

2005-10-26T21:20:00.000+08:00

"I KNOW YOU MISS THESE WORDS...

I

LOVE

YOU! "

hell, I really missed those words. *sigh*

Something Surprising

2005-10-15T22:05:00.000+08:00

Yes and it made me happy.

It happened around 6:30 in the evening last October 12.

I heard my cellphone ringing that Willy Wonka tone and as I open the message, it read: "Mzta ka na?" and over that was the name of the sender: <3 Ron <3

Suprising, and to think that day seems to ruin everything because of the stupid internet connection. After that single text, nothing could piss me off

Anyway, view my Friendster profile, fast ^^

Join me on Friendster!

Gimme a break

2005-10-06T17:21:00.000+08:00

Shet, this has to end...

I'm sleeping less than 5 hours for a month right now, and I think I'm becoming anemic and very ill nowadays. Even my colds and cough are still with me for weeks now.. It's very hard when you take all the responsibilities of other people. I NEED TO EARN MONEY.

Yes, money's a big issue for me nowadays since I always end up splurging it on cds and watching movies and books.

I only got four thousand per month. I pay for school stuffs, transpo, food, and all those things.

How I'm wishing it's already sembreak. I want a break. I wanna live longer, I crave for a 15 hour sleep just like Hua Ze Lei does.

Finals

2005-10-05T16:46:00.000+08:00

Finally, and I'll be back with the updates on sembreak....

ta-ta

we we're meant to be supposed to be but we lost it T_T

2005-09-26T22:07:00.000+08:00

Been listening to a lot of Hikki's Songs lately.

And just found out that Ashton's married to Demi Moore T_T

So much for my happy ending

Version 3 = My Happy Ending

2005-09-21T22:14:00.000+08:00

New Layout, featuring Avril Ramona Lavigne and one of her songs, My Happy Ending which is for one reason for me to like her.

T_T

2005-09-12T16:46:00.000+08:00

I'm 90% sure that I'll be going to PHP's Magical Games and Sports - Trivia Challenge...

And I still haven't reread the second book nor watch the second movie again... I'm freakin' out because Won-Won is 'snogging' Lav-Lav, I mean, huh? Luna's doing good at commenting... I really like her, she's funny. ^__^ The Harry/Ginny scenes, omg, freakin' the hell out of me. It would've been much better if it's Hermione or Luna, believe me... (of course, that is of my own perception)

Since I've indulge myself with tons of spoilers, the plot's getting fairly predictable, which I find soooo cool...

Oh well, that's that, let's leave those behind...

Does anyone have Switch - Will Smith mp3? I so love that song... *whistles 'ohh la la la...'*

I've lost interest in net surfing, I think I'll rather play MU. I'm getting bored of everything. *sigh*

I'm actually not in the mood to type, see how crappy it is? Oh no wait, my posts are always crappy.

Oh well, haven't been online for quite some time... Yep, havin' problems with the connection. Me and my brother's arguing that we should have a broadband and that we would share for the expenses. *sigh* I'll kill for broadband *evil grin*

Garette, ang corny mo, sana kunin ka na ni Lord

2005-09-09T20:26:00.000+08:00

Officially back. Midterm's finally over and I still haven't finished reading book six due to the fact that every scene freaks me out, turns out that JK's creativity turned out into this fangirl sort of fic, what's with the snogging and all that stuff?! I'm still at chapter 17, I can't believe I'm actually losing interest to read the book, if it hadn't been for the "Dumbledore's Dead" and "Draco cried" Spoiler, I wouldn't read that. See, I told you, I would just give the book an angsty review.

Anyway, we're talking about this show and tell of these so called "Multi-factor theory, about 7 intelligence". I've picked intrapersonal and linguistic intelligence because I'm very sensitive to my emotions and I expressed them through poems.

I recited my poem, Sana'y naiiisip mo, then all of a sudden, I felt my knees wobbling, the eyes beginning to wet and my voice was cracking. I never realized I was crying at the middle of the class.

My prof. asked me what's the reason, if is it because I'm shy to talk in front or if it about the poem. I told her the truth, I'm so touched after reading it. Prof. told me she wants a copy of the poem itself. And now, I don't know my grade for that quiz 'coz I never finished my so-called presentation.

After that incident, they borrowed my printed poems. Guess what, my printed, copyrighted poems are spreading all over the classroom, they're actually reproducing it for themselves, the original copy I've printed? I don't know where the hell it is right now. I just hope they'll give me credit or something if ever they'll reproduce it to share with others.

First Love

2005-09-06T16:50:00.000+08:00

I've finally found the English Version for Utada's First Love.

Artist : Jessa Zaragoza
Title : First Love

once in a while you are on my mind
i think about the days that we had and i
dream if this would all come back to me

if only you knew every moment in time
love lingers on in my heart
just like your memories
how i want here to be with you once more

you are always gonna be the one
and you should know
how i wish i could have never let you go
come into my life again
oh don't say no.

you are always gonna be the one in my life
so true and i believe that i can never find
somebody like you my first love

once in a while you are in my dreams
i can feel the warmth of your embrace
and i pray that one day you'd come back to me

if only you knew every moment in time
love lingers on in my heart
just like your memories
how i long here to be with you once more

you will always be inside my heart
and you should know
how i wish i could have never let you go
come into my life again
please don't say no.

now and forever you are still the one in my heart
so true i believe i can never find
somebody like you my first love

you are always gonna be the one
and you should know
how i wish i could have never let you go
come into my life again
oh don't say no.

you are always gonna be the one
so true and i believe that i can never find
now and forever love

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2005-09-04T20:43:00.000+08:00

Damn, I'm missing you...

Oh, I am always thinking of you...

Yeah, I ~~still~~ will always love you...

And yes, I have to admit the fact that our relationship isn't working well. I'm having this feeling that I'm the only one who's making effort in this relationship. I just have to face the fact that things between you and me have changed. I am trying to understand, telling others I am fine, telling them that we're still pushing through this relationship.

I don't wanna give this relationship up, I won't unless you said we're through.

I love you, is that all you want me to say? I'm beginning to think that your love for me had fade away. That it's gone and can never be regained. But still, I'm trying to be open minded here and think about how your life as a student as well. I know it's the reason, you've been busy with your studies right?

So what?

What else do you wanna hear from me?

That I'm alright?

Try asking me that question and I'll tell you that nothing's going wrong and guess what, you're actually believing I'm ok. Are you really that insensitive Ron? I'm hurt here ok?!

And why am I writing this when you won't read it anyway. I'm just only wasting my time.

But I just hope you will be reading this.

I just wish you're the same Ron I knew 6 months ago. I'm loving you from months now, but is your love for me really gone? You haven't even replied to one of my messages, I can't contact you and I think you really don't have any time for me.

I'm trying not to cry while typing this, please Ron, I'm always praying that someday you'll tell me you still care, that you still love me.

I think I'm being paranoid, but I'm having this same feeling all the time. See, I have this classmate you thinks you're the lamest boyfriend ever, I cried at those words because I you're not, I kept telling them that they don't know you better than I do.

And will that reason stop them from telling me to break up with you? I mean, how shallow is that for a break up or even to start a conflict between us. I won't ask for a break up unless I've proven that they're right, until they've proven that you don't love me.

Ron, maybe I just miss you. I'm so sorry if you ever interpret this letter as if I'm angry with you, to tell you the truth, I'm angry at myself right now, I can't seem to live each day without thinking if you're alright.

I guess I should end this letter, I know you wouldn't read this one anyway.

_/\_~*~_~*~
>",< Garette

On Leave

2005-08-22T15:10:00.000+08:00

The Angst Queen is on leave and will be back after I've read the Half Blood Prince and after the end of midterm, too long ei? Promise I'll be back with an angsty review and a silly recap about the examination.

Besides MU is getting too addictive for me, my character already has her second job!!! Woooooooooot ^_~

'Til then, ta-ta for now.

ROk On

2005-08-19T15:30:00.000+08:00

Ragnarok Online Philippines is in our school to promote their newest game, R.O.S.E. which has this "similar concept as gunbound" (accdg to my classmate Ever)

Then, I've brought a ROk on Album for only PHP199 with a free ROk On Shirt! Weeeeeeee. The album also has this free installer of Amatsu and Kunlun: A Tale of Two Cities installer, I just don't know if it's a patch or another levelup game.

Let's see? Uhm... what else? Oh well, I haven't been eating much today, what's wrong with me? And now I feel all dizzy.

2005-08-17T19:44:00.000+08:00

I haven't been doing anything productive these days.

I've just arrived from the stupid PE class, it's so dumb, I mean, everytime we have this class, lagi nalang akong ginagabi umuwi.

Then there's zoology lab. tomorrow, I look so stupid with the lab. gown... gawd... silly frog. And to think we'll be studying Human Physiology and Anatomy on the second sem, ang pinaka-iniiwasan ko of all subjects, the reason why I hate nursing, dissecting cadavers... waaaaaaaaaaa... I'm so afraid of the dead, it makes me think of resident evil.

I think I should take a sleep now... I AM SO STRESSED! I desperately need a nap.

2005-08-16T21:15:00.000+08:00

I still have 100 (yes, 100) Gmail invites on both of my two Gmail accounts.

Now, who wants one? Comment to be invited ~~(And please be smart enough to add your email account with your comment too)~~

Yaoi Madness still lives on. But I can't post slash stuff here, this is a public blog, minors might be watching.

Freezing cold

2005-08-12T15:42:00.000+08:00

I am back! Yipee!!!

Just arrived from school, freezing wet and my hands are so numb and it's killing me while typing this.

Stupid me, I should've brought my umbrella. But you can blame me, I consider it as an excess load. My books + a bible + extra stuff (for short, other "kakikayan" accessories) is enough people, it's so much.

Para akong basang sisiw... I'm suppose to have a movie marathon by watching vampiric movies (Interview with a vampire, Queen of the Damned, Van helsing, Underworld, Blade, etc) But I'm too sleepy today, maybe not today.

~~I have something to type, I know I have a very interesting stuff to type, I just forgot what it is all about. Gawd, silly me.~~

I finally remembered! I am officially a Yaoi ~~Convert~~ Lover. Thanks to my dearest blockmate, Rubie for providing me vast resources on this stuff... hahaha... Though, I am still contemplating on how to pronounce it, should it be ya-wi or ya-o-wi? Ah basta, Shounen-ai rocks!!!

~~And it's not actually interesting at all.~~

WILLY WONKA

2005-08-07T09:23:00.000+08:00

Wonka's Welcome Song

Willy Wonka, Willy Wonka,
The amazing Chocolatier
Willy Wonka, Willy Wonka,
Everybody give a cheer!

He's modest, clever, and so smart,
He barely can restrain it,
With so much generosity,
There is no way to contain it!
To contain it... to contain, to contain, to contain!

Willy Wonka, Willy Wonka,
He's the one you're about to meet
Willy Wonka, Willy Wonka,
He's a genius who just can't be beat,
The magician and the chocolate wiz,
He's the best darn guy who ever lived,
Willy Wonka, here he is!

Hehe! Isn't it the best? It's just SO DARN catchy! Well that's just about all I decided to update for. La la la la la la, Willy Wonka, Willy Wonka, la la la, Willy Wonka Willy Wonka...

willy wonka willy wonka

2005-08-05T16:58:00.000+08:00

I just came home from ~~SM Manila~~ School after voting for the stupid student government... It makes no sense at all... I mean, all we get to do is vote but we didn't really know who to vote for 'coz there's little known from the candidates and besides, I don't care about their platforms, I still protest that they shouldn't allow freshmen to vote, look at me, I have no idea who to vote for... No classes at all, which is really p-o-i-n-t-l-e-s-s.

Yan tuloy, I'm bumming my ass for around two hours in the internet shop playing MU and surfing the net. Then lunch. Afterwards, me and my blockmate Rubie, ~~who really reminds me of Cheska 'coz she likes yaoi and she also thinks Johnny Depp is sooooo hot.~~ watched ~~Willy Wonka~~ Charlie and the Chocolate Factory!

I think I'm beginning to have caramelism... While watching the movie, guess what? We were eating chocolates... And to think that I really don't have a sweet tooth, I am now craving for chocolates. ~~I wish there were those golden tickets that were sold all over the world and those lucky ones will have a chance to see Johnny Depp!!!~~

Sa totoo lang, you could actually pick up moral lesson from the story, the plot is really simple, full of humor and sometimes, childish, however, it is really great when it comes to teaching moral values. Johnny Depp, he's just to cool.

I've watched Goblet of Fire trailer... Sa wakas! I haven't watched it in the cinemas yet, only online... CEDRIC DIGGORY is DASHING HOT!!! Gawd, it feels so good to be a Hufflepuff.

Next movie to look forward to: Corpe's Bride ~~(it just so happens that I can't get enough of Johnny Depp)~~

This post is pointless like a candy...

Anyone who would give me a Willy Wonka lyrics? ~~I would give you a candy~~

PS, hey Luine, I knew via YM that you have that Willy Wonka tone. Uhm, I maybe asking you a huge favor, can you upload it online? ^_^

2005-08-01T16:57:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, me and kuya Marcus met up at SM Bacoor, then we went to De La Salle portkey to meet up with Mr. Beeds, prudenceolivia, ate Leah, swishflick, ate Chona , from there we went to Nickoy's place for the PHP EB...
Well, what can I say? Yesterday's a very tiring day... Tiring, yes, but FUN!!!
Then the grand feast (naks!) The Sushi was great, ate tazana , galing mo pala gumawa ng sushi... ^_^ Oooohhh and the siomai... ang tsalap!
Haaaaayyy... The trivia game gave me a lot of spoilers about book 6! It was fun!!!
And I've only got 7 pics, mostly panay si kuya targrodius yun dahil tuwang tuwa kami sa kanya... Magaling na kalaban si prefect the_bumper_carl sa quidditch chuva? hehehehe...
Pati na rin yung auction, fun pero napagastos ako ng husto dun... at least I already have a robe in the making... yipee!!! Ate macys , ang cute po ng H/H na trading card no? hehehehe... Pero why do you have to leave so soon? Wala tuloy akong fellow H/H na kadamay dun... They're sinking our ship, again...
I've got a huff mug, 3 trading cards, a bookmark... ^_~
Tapos ano pa ba? Uhmm... too tired to think, waaaaaaa I forgot crazydanesang galing mo magdasal! ^_^ Shhhhh ha? hehehehe... You know na what I'm talking about... hahahahahaha
Piccy Piccy Pics! - password is password... gets?
Before I forgot, ate lilygrace , paano po yung gagawin ko sa Hufflepuff templates?
Will edit pag natripan ko...

2005-07-27T14:19:00.000+08:00

I've skipped a singe class... Now tell me people, IS THAT REALLY BAD?

They're going to Mel's burial, and it would save me time to go home early...

I'm hating my blockmates right now...

*sigh*

sigh

2005-07-22T16:43:00.000+08:00

Prelims are so over! *wipes sweat*

~~Not another angst post~~

I've just found this out earlier today. Please pray for the soul of Mel Francis Benitez who have joined our Creator yesterday around 14:00 due to plastic anemia.

Kaya pala kanina, tahimik lang ang barkada nya. Kaya pala nung sinabi sa amin ni Prof. Villanueva ay parang di namin alam at nagulat siya. Pagkatapos ko marinig yun, biglang tumaas yung balahibo ko sa braso at batok.

It's so devastating on my part even though she isn't really my close friend because I find her cute, a true rocker chick.

And I thought she'll be going back to school this coming week.

Even though I'm not close to her, it's not everyday you'll be feeling like this, shock, sad, preoccupied and confused at the same time.

Mel, I hope you're happy now that you're with Lord God. We won't forget you. Block PY 101 will never forget you. Even for just a few weeks, you've shared us your laughter, smile and your sweet personality. Thank you for being with us Mel. We hope you'll always be there.

~~Angst Post Begins here~~

Ok, on the lighter side, I've just got my results in personality test, and my social life is Average?! I mean... I know all my answers will eventually turn out to be me being a loner. What the hell is going on? Quizilla and Memegen works better than those craps. Oh well, at least most of the results turned out to be true.

Luine, paano nga uli yung cross na symbol?

Fifth Month

2005-07-18T16:10:00.000+08:00

Ok, a less angst post, I'll try to avoid karma.

It's Ron and I's fifth month together! I can't believe that we can make it through this month. Thank God that at least we have communication... well, sort of...
I still thank God for being so good to me. For me, Ron's the best blessing I
have.

I'm just happy today. And I know, I know, I shouldn't been going online but whenever I do, I just miss blogging, reading blogs and all those stuff in between...

Fifth Monthsary! Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... I just can't believe it, it seems like yesterday I was crying because I'm thinking about losing him. *sigh*

I wanna give him a gift, though, I don't know what... *sigh* I just feel so
happy today.

Oh and please, I hate hearing Book6 Spoilers... -.-

Lalalalallalala

2005-07-16T21:21:00.000+08:00

I know, I know I should've been studying, but before I do, just wanna share something. After this post, I'll shut up for a week or so.

I've just arrived home from Harry Potter Book Launch held at Rockwell.

Then the so so sad card reading... Prof.Miao made me feel so weak that time. It made me feel disappointed, good thing that I always try to look at things positively nowadays.

~~Ok, I'll stop posting angst for God's sake.~~

Anyway, I bought home with me the HP6 box (though it's such a shame na nauna pa ang box kesa book... hmp!), a Cedric Digorry origami ~~(na dapat ay kay ate Lily, tama po ba? hehehehe)~~ and a ballpen and a thought that says:

Anybody going slower than you is a Crabbe, anyone going fater than you is a Hermione.

To Kuya Jay-R, sorry prefect Elle, I didn't have the chance to gave you the prefect pin that I have. Gomen!

To Ate Lily, thanks for everything! ^_^

To Ate Chona, thanks for the pen and the directions and the chocolate galleon! ^_^

To Prof.Miao, Prof, bilib ako sayo, ang galing mo. And from what I've overheard, you've read OoTP in just 3 hours? I mean, it took me three weeks to finish that! WoW!

To Thom, hmp... you're so bad! You know na why. ^_~ That is just plain, uhm, bad?! *giggles*

Uhm, who else? I'm so sorry, I happen to forget everything. It just went by so fast.

Oh and HGMG, thanks for welcoming me to the booklaunch.

HBZ, Mr.Beeds, Severusa, Prefect Isab (Where's prefect Carl?), Criscel, Prof.Cza, Prof. Joa, Prof. Sky, Prof.Malfoy uhm, if there are anyone else I forgot to mention, please speak up, it's nice to see you guys... ^_^

The Spoilers? It's so devastating... *sigh* How I wish I haven't heard them yet... *sigh*

Oh and to Luine, sorry if I didn't reply to your text. Unlimited ako e...

Shalei, sad to say, what you've been hearing is true. I mean waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

On Hiatus

2005-07-15T18:09:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, I'll be off for a few days or so to study for my Prelim Exams. I gotta study.

No, I don't have HBP book yet... o__________________o the banner is really nice though ^_^

Oh well, I'll be off now, heck, I didn't even bother loading up my MU account because I know I won't have time to go online next week.

Be back next next week, ok, I'm off now.

*end of transmission*

Angst Queen!

2005-07-14T15:52:00.000+08:00

Luinthoniel named me as the angst queen! Yep, my post nowadays are full of it, and guess what? I'm lovin' it.

Anyway, I have a new cell#, 09202236159. But, please don't erase my old #, I'll also be using it, I'm only gonna use Smart because of... *whistles* oh well.

I'm going to PHP Book launching! Thanks to my blockmate, Ruby Anne, fortunately, she's kind enough to make me sabay with her. Wahahahaha... what a language.

Prelims, I'm so not ready for it, geeezzz...

Crushes

2005-07-13T18:18:00.000+08:00

Naku, naku naku!

Ang cute ni Mark Agustin! Wahahahaha... Pero even though I see him, I still like the cute member from Musica Society, our so-called (actually me and my classmate Jane) "Kuya Alex Band" 'coz when he sang Crazy for You, his voice really resembles that of Alex band of The Calling. Awwww... It melts me, and the way he plays the guitar just makes me scream! Wahahahaha

But enough of my crushes, they will be as they are, crushes... Nothing can change that.

Wala lang, I'm just releasing all these stuff so that I could prepare for the prelims.

2005-07-12T19:31:00.000+08:00

To all those people who gets pissed off by my writings, those who think that I only waste their precious time, that I'm not worth anything, that my blog entries are full of crap and silly posts, F*CK OFF... you aren't oblidged to read my blogs anyway.

This is my blog, I am legally allowed to post whatever it is in my, how should you say that again? Oh yeah, according to "I'm-little-miss-perfect", "epal" mind. This is where I'm posting my curses to the freakin' world, my angst, my triumphs and mushy stuffs. This is the only path to my happiness and if you aren't happy by it, then bullsh*t, you're allowed to leave anytime and please don't come back.

If ever you hate it, then don't, again, don't bother visiting my blogs, this is my territory, you don't have any right to diss me just because I've said something bad. I won't change the way I write or be affected by your silly comments and all those hearsays in between. I won't change my writing standards just to please you.

Don't you just get it?! I know you're narrow minded but I hope your brain cells still have the power to absorb all of these I'm saying.

So, this goes to you, yes you... You know who you are, you are old enough to understand that I'm not a tutor, oh wait, are you even old enough?! Because you little crybaby always run to your "big sisters" and your "mommy". Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwddddddd... Spoiled pesky brat, obviously, you're mentality doesn't fit your age. You're what?! 17?! and still you act like a three year-old child who just can't face your freakin' problems. What else? Lemme see, you don't have the right to call me, what's that again? Epal? I mean, what the hell does that mean anyway? Watch who are you talking to b*tch. So, I hope you're doing fine as I can feel my soul now burning in the pits of hell, yes, you little miss friendly. Good Luck! Gaaaaaaawwwwwwwwdddddd, how plastic can I get? And I thought you're the #1 plastic I know. Geeeeezzzzz

And maybe you need my sources where I do have the right to blog, kindly visit:
http://midge.blogage.com/readme/
http://www.namaii.com/readme/

With lots of love,
Garette

Tamara just got punk'd

2005-07-11T20:06:00.000+08:00

Tamara deserve what she got from Cathy, buti nga sa hayop na yun, masyado kasing nag-iinarte... sobrang pa-demure pero she has the mouth of a truck, napaka palengkera, palamura, naku, magmumog nga siya ng muriatic ng mabawasan baho ng bibig nya.

I just wish I'd seen the way Cathy kicked her sorry ass buh-bye...

Naku, if I did, I'll laugh to the extent that I'm banging my hands against the wall, crying and holding my tummy coz it aches... sayang...

So, who are these people anyway? They're my blockmates this semester. PY 101... class of cutes, weirdoes, and so-so kind. ^_^

Finally...

2005-07-10T17:47:00.000+08:00

I finally met up with my dearest beloved Prince!!! YEHEY!!!

I missed him so much, as in... We haven't seen each other for, uhm, a month and 18 days? I'm not sure, all I know is I've missed him.

I don't know what to say, gee, I'm so high today... Nothing can make my day even better than Ron, he's the best... ^_^x

Uhm, wala lang, nagusap lang kami, mainly about college life, how's life treating him and those silly questions I kept asking him all the time. He din't really asked much about me, maybe because I blab all about it already... hahahah

So, what's with his shirt? "Don't Trust Girls" wahahahaha... It made me smile... wala lang. I kept asking him "bakit, mukha ba akong di pagkakatiwalaan?!" Yay... I'm just so happy.

Oh my, I'm just feeling happy today... *heavy sigh* It feels so good to be in love... It feels good... like your only wish is to be with him forever.

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy... Isn't this a crappy post? Yep, crappy but at least, it's not another angst-ish post.

ANIMO LA SALLE, ESTE GO ADAMSON!!!

2005-07-09T18:51:00.000+08:00

I didn't bother doing this in English, so bahala na kayo umintindi...

Wala lang, watched the opening kanina, ang ganda ni Prof. Villanueva... proud ako na siya ang adviser ng Block PY 101... wahahaha... Then si Francine Prieto or should I say si Anna Marie Falcon ang muse... wala lang...

Ang daming Maroons kanina, grabe, 1/4 ng Araneta! Haha

then as a souvenir since first time akong pumunta sa UAAP, I got banners from La Salle, Ateneo and Adamson... inagaw kasi ng blockmate ko yung sa USTE, ala naman akong mahanap na UP, UE, NU, etc.

Nightmare

2005-07-08T15:06:00.000+08:00

I just have a nightmare to scare me for a lifetime...

There I was in an unknown place, I called up Ron's mom, asking her if I could talk to him, then when we are talking, he was answering me in quite a sad voice, I asked him what's wrong but he didn't answer anyway. So I asked him if we could see each other, he agreed, and then the next scene in my dream (should I say nightmare) was seeing him inside the campus. I smiled and hugged him, telling him how much I miss him. Then all of the sudden, he hold me tight and said "sorry, aalis na ako, hindi mo na ako makikita uli." then he introduced me to this girl, I was so shock. Tears began falling in my eyes.

I cried no, then the next thing I knew, I was wide awake with tears in my eyes. And worst thing is, it's 2 in the morning...

Even if it's a dream, I try not to wake up and solve the problem in the dream, I don't know... I don't get it... I don't even understand myself.

That dream really made me cry. And to think almost all of my dreams are saying something, they always do. Kadalasan nagkakatotoo and mga panaginip ko. And I don't want this dream to happen, not that shocking anyway.

I'm so hurt... lost... alone...

Preoccupied na po... sobra

2005-07-04T17:55:00.000+08:00

Very very preoccupied na ako! Grabe, lagi nga akong online pero, wag ka, akala mo naglalaro ako ng MU? Hindi ah! Naghahanap ako ng homework in Zoology and I have to research for my report pa in Logic, then I have to study for upcoming quiz in Filipino ang Psychology... Gawd.. I miss blogging. I miss reading blogs...

Now I miss high school... (study life ha, hindi social) I envy shalei, kath04, and loony_lovegod tuloy... (do I still have HS friends left? Speak up nalang kayo) T_T kaya enjoy HS, pero I assure you, fun din ang college. ^_~

Then the stupid pure white uniform, paano pag may buwanang dalaw ako? Naku, I remember macys saying na mali ang Kamiseta na "it's fun being a girl"... grabe, it sucks being a girl... I agree...

See? I'm missing half of my life... pero ayos lang yan... I'm loving college naman e.

Aaaahhh the hot weather + cold choco shake = paos at sipon at ubo... waaaaaaaaaaa

Some Life

2005-06-29T18:04:00.000+08:00

Very very sorry for the very slow pace of updating my blog/s... College life is making me so busy nowadays... whahaha... well, busy-busyhan lang ata. Plus I've got this new account in MU which is the primary reason why I am not able to read other blogs, visit PHP or even visit Myspace or even answer those surveys in Friendster. But I'll try to catch up as much as I can.

Some life huh? Nothing exciting is going on much lately, except for those times wherein I talk and talk to my blockmates about absolutely anything that doesn't interest them. I almost knew all of them.

Then, I have these two classmates who are uberly cool, they're also fans of Harry Potter... Huwaw! Saan ka pa?! Specially Neil, he's also fond of reading novels and anime!!! Oh well, this entry doesn't really make any sense at all does it? ^_^

Besides, I'm not yet fully recovered in these incidents... ARGH! I HATE THEM! HATE THEM ALL!!! See what happens when I go ranting on my blogs, I always remember all those things...

To my former classmates

2005-06-23T10:29:00.000+08:00

So what? The only reason why I fail UPCAT is because I'm lacking 20 or so points in Math... Then, I didn't bother my USTET forms just because it's too damn far from our house. And you know the reason why I don't wanna go to DLSU-D, I don't wanna see you anymore.

I know I'm not as smart as you guys are... I graduated with no honors or awards.

But I'm not as narrow minded... I am not.

So if ever you guys have all those thinking caps and smarty pants on, listen up, I am not here to be your tutor or to help you with anything dealing with the subject Psychology.

You guys are in college right now, it means independence...

I am not asking favors from you guys, and in return, please don't bother asking me for one. I've asked you before, but what did I get? Lots of excuses. So please don't bother asking me for one ever again coz I won't ask yours... I won't.

Now, you're feeling the same emotion that I'm feeling right now, you know what it is? Karma...

Get that?!

2005-06-22T21:45:00.000+08:00

I'm so excited to watch UAAP and I don't even know why...

Oh yes, our school will host the event and I'm gonna watch it! Yehey!!!

Gotta stop this nonsense, I've posted twice today, and I'm still gonna add this...

It's really funny to hear that bez likes the way Tamara looks...

Oh well... I'm soooo sleepy, I'm off to bed... have a pleasant day tomorrow everyone!

BLOCKMATES!!!

2005-06-22T18:50:00.000+08:00

As promised, the pics! Just click to enlarge:

1. 2.

3. 4.

1. Tamara and Amadi (is that Amadi? I'm not sure!) 2. Kristine
and Tamara 3. Vladymir Padilla (nice name huh?) 4. Me and Ruby Anne

Then, my newly found friends!
5. 6. 7. 8.

5. Ruby Anne and Mary Grace 6. Ruby (she reminds me of Uchie,
she loves taking pics of herself) 7. Another pic of them) 8. Mary Grace
9. 10.

11. 12.
9. And another one 10. The girls, wonder what they're doing 11.
Evers! Hahaha, Ever Peralta, he's the one I'm beside with during the exam, and
now we're blockmates! How weird... 12. Davies and a guy I don't know! I am so
bad at memorizing names nowadays!
13. 14.
13. the guys 14. Meg and moi

WTF?!

2005-06-22T17:49:00.000+08:00

I'm sooooo happy, we don't have classes tomorrow and on Friday! Yipee!!!

Then, Psychology is soooooooo cool too... We will learn about dream analyzation... how cool was that? I'm so excited for our next lesson, but as you may have known, we don't have classes... hmp! That's the only reason I want to go to school.

What else? oh yeah, we have this student government who's giving flyers about the wire tapping and those stuffs... you know, they hate GMA... and besides, as if I care... I'm not really into those politics topic...

Will post pics of my blockmates on the next entry, mostly, they're from my friends, Ruby and Grace...

New layout... again

2005-06-21T19:48:00.000+08:00

New style again, same as the background music...

I know, I know, the music's been ages and UNfortunately, I got tired of it, so here, it's Say that you love me by Kyla and Jay-R...

While the picture, it's my fave fan-art by Gwendy of http://quillsnspills.portkey.org

ain't it sweet? I just love H/H...

I've also added that no drag text script coz I just can't afford someone copying my uploaded pics and my entries, if you want them, you could always ask me nicely, I give proper credits too you know...

An Update

2005-06-21T16:04:00.000+08:00

So what exactly is happening in my life right now?

Well, there's nothing much really except for those classes we are having this week... *finally* load and loads of work! Waaaaaaaa

I've started buying books and I've already spent a thousand or more galleons on them... Gawd, how I hate those long queues just to buy those books... and our uniform, how I hate it, it's so damn hot to wear!

*sigh* at least I won't be able to see my former classmate/s (High School)... you know why? After all the bad they've done to me, I've gotta give credit to them, I am enjoying College Life better than High School... yeah, I don't freakin' miss them...

So to my batchmates, I've got only one thing to say: ~~I don't miss HS life~~, College is way way better...

How I love to hang out with my new friends, they're not plastic, wannabes and insecure people like some of you guys are... You know how I despise some of you...

Got any violent reaction? Please send them over to my email, or if you're affected, maybe you're just guilty... Please don't comment here... email it to me instead...

Aaargh! Stupid shoes, my feet are aching... and to think I've only been wearing it for two days!

new new new

2005-06-19T07:49:00.000+08:00

So what the hell's new today?

I started to update my Friendster blog's style...

I miss bez, hahaha, we haven't talked for days...

Then, I've got a problem in this stupid P.E. assignment.

I miss Ron... miss him so much... I just can't help but missing him...

*sigh*

I'm having these crappy posts again...

Fourth Month

2005-06-18T12:39:00.000+08:00

It's exactly Ron and I's fourth month together and I'm feeling very lonely.. I've been thinking a lot lately and I kept on telling myself that our relationship wasn't working out... that we have to end all these shits...

While I'm on the bus going home, listening to the radio, I heard You'll be safe here (Rivermaya) and it remind me of him, I can't help but cry, the tears kept falling off my eyes, thank God, I'm sitting with no one...

I am trying to understand his situation, but everytime I do, someone inside me kept on telling me that I'm the only one trying to work our relationship out...

I'm so confused right now, I won't write this on my LJ or GJ so that this blog entry wouldn't attract any attention, I really wanna ponder about this one for a while...

I still love him, but I can't feel his love anymore... and I don't know if I should end our relationship because things might just get worse when I found out that all of these crap that I'm talking about are so untrue...

Maybe I just miss Ron... I wanna see him but I know I just can't specially when he told me that he thinks his mom doesn't like me... I know it's true, I feel it... I just want to talk to him, to clear all of these weird thought of mine... I'm trying hard not to think too much about this topic, but whatever I do, I just can't help but cry.

I don't blame him if we have no communication at all, sometimes I just pray that he haves the time to even send me a message, talk to me or any of those stuff... I'm doing all I can to save our relationship, but I wanna give up, I can't take this any longer... but I don't wanna let go, I just don't...

If ever you're reading this Ron, I love you, Happy Monthsary, and belated Happy Birthday. Please talk to me... I just need to talk to you... Or please even have the time to reply to my messages.

Anime Stuffs

2005-06-17T15:29:00.000+08:00

To celebrate Ron's birthday, I'll gack this survey from igma.tv forum... He so loves Anime!

By Genre:
Best Action Anime - Rurouni Kenshin
Best Adventure Anime - Yuu Yuu Hakusho
Best Comedy Anime - Love Hina
Best Drama/Romance Anime - Rurouni Kenshin
Best Ecchi Anime - Love Hina Again
Best Hentai Anime - Teacher's Pet

By Individual:
Best Male Character - Eriol Hiragizawa (CCS)
Best Female Character - Ana (Shaman King)
Best Supporting Male Character - Sanosuke (Rurouni Kenshin)
Best Supporting Female Character - Motoko Aoyama (Love Hina)
Best Group - Hokage Team (Recca no Honno)
Most Popular Love Team - Tamahome/Miaka (Fushigi Yuugi - loveteam na sooooooo hate ko, oh well, nominate ko sila)
Sexiest Male Character - Kurama (Yuu Yuu Hakusho)
Sexiest Female Character - Narusegawa Naru (Love Hina)

By Person:
Best Anime Creator -
Best Anime Dubber (Male) -
Japanese:
Tagalog:
Best Anime Dubber (Female) -
Japanese:
Tagalog:
Best Anime Singer (Male) -
Best Anime Singer (Female) - Yui Horie (Love Hina)
Best Anime Company -

By Quallity
Best Plot/Story - Yuu Yuu Hakusho
Best Scripts - Rurouni Kenshin
Best Picture - Naruto
Best 3D Animation -
Most Original Story - Yu Gi Oh

Others:

Best Anime Opening Song - Sakura Saku (Love Hina) Megumi Hayashibara
Best Anime Ending Song - Kokoro no Hadaka (Rurouni Kenshin)
Best Anime Fan Site -
Most Popular Anime - Pokemon
Yaoi Pair - Kurama/Hiei (Yuu Yuu Hakusho)
Best Weapon of Choice - Reverse edged sword (Rurouni Kenshin)

Crappy Crappy Post

2005-06-17T14:50:00.000+08:00

There's really nothing much going on in my life right now...

I've finally seen Jomic, haha, he's really nice... funny too. We didn't talk much because I have this socialization problem, I tend to be shy... hehehe...

I'm so tired... I hate our Algebra professor, the subject's boring pati pa ba naman ang prof?.

Oh well, at least I enjoy calling them prof. or professors.. Harry Potter! wahahaha...

Crappy post...

Gawd, I'm tired... *yawns*

I love you guys!!!

2005-06-16T15:17:00.000+08:00

Me and my blockmates went home early because our professor is nowhere to be found... They're really fun to be with, the guys were so hilarious and the girls were downright kind and well... sort of, uh, "kikay" hehehehe... but it was fun being with them.

Anyway, I'm supposed to meet bez Jomic but I wasn't able to because of my stupid watch... It's 30 minutes advanced... So, Jomic, if evr you're reading my blog, I'm so sorry!

I wish Ron would visit me today... ho hum, maybe he too was busy with his muggle studies.

Thank you for all those who greeted me Happy Birthday in advance and today. *hugs* I love you guys!

FIRST DATE FUCK

2005-06-15T18:49:00.000+08:00

So how was school today? Well, I really didn't enjoy it. I kept on blaming my stupid self... First, I kept on looking for my room, and I found it, problem is, I just passed by, not realizing it is "the room"... paksyet! Then, I took the bus home, and they're airing Naruto, pucha, pagtingin ko sa bintana, lumagpas na ako. TANGA! Tanga din yung school... they gave us the wrong schedule.

At least I met a couple of friends, Ruby Anne and Mary Grace... ^_^x

So True

2005-06-12T16:32:00.000+08:00

Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"

June
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easilyhurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

(the bold ones are soooo me)

Thanks you guys!

2005-06-12T15:00:00.000+08:00

If you guys are online and you may have noticed my status on Yahoo Messenger which is "PLAYING MU... BUZZ IF REALLY IMPORTANT"

No, I am not a player of the MMORPG, I'm just doing my brother a favor since he wants his character to level up, and since he hasn't got any time to play because of work...

Uhm, nothing interesting except I've heard from a friend that school starts at June 15... argh! Just when I thought I'd go to school tomorrow, it's moved again!

Damn Arroyo! She should be impeached... I hate it when she's moving those holidays...

Oh, pluggage again, please join my uberly boring forum: clickie clickie here!

And I want to thanks my dear friends, the "Tropang Spammers" for greeting me a Happy Birthday in Advance...

New Layee

2005-06-10T20:30:00.000+08:00

New Layout... well, sort of, just changed the pic over there <---

though it was cool...

Oh well...

^_^

Icons, Icons, Icons

2005-06-09T08:55:00.000+08:00

What Icons are for you? by ladyallie
Username
Favourite Colour
Sex
Your Love icon is...
Your Sad Icon is...
Your Happy Icon is...
Your Angry Icon is...
Your Food Icon is...
Your Animal Icon is...
Your Random Icon is...
Your Cartoon Icon is...
Your Sexy Icon is...

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Layee!

2005-06-07T16:51:00.000+08:00

New Layout... well, sort of, I've changed that Love Hina pic into well, a candy doll...

If it's yours, tell me, I'll credit you for that, I just got this from a site, I'm sorry, I'm very forgetful at times...

Say that you love me

2005-06-06T18:28:00.000+08:00

I've just watched Say that you love me alone... And even though I'm not used to watching movies alone, I did enjoy it, it made me cry! Walang kwenta role nila Nadine, pati rin yung kay Jake Cuenca. Haha... wala lang, for the first time this June, I'm outside of our four-cornered home! Freedom! Freedom!

Gotta go, me update batch site... Hehehe... Ta-ta!

Summer means bummer!

2005-06-05T12:03:00.000+08:00

I've read Ailene's blog, and I totally agree, because of vacation, I'm gaining more and more pounds every day! Yay! I just can't wait for the opening of classes. I'm so bored here!!! My mom doesn't allow me to go out anymore coz when I do, I usually go home at 10 or 11 pm...

However, my mom allowed me to watch Say that you love me... I'll watch it alone since my ever-so-selfish classmates watched it already and they didn't even invite me... How rude! I'm very thankful ! Kung hindi dahil dun, e di nung June 1 palang napanood ko na siya. *bangs head on the wall* Tatanga-tanga ka kasi Garette!

And about our batch site, I don't think I should continue it, my classmates aren't helping me! AAAAHHHH!!! I'm going crazy...

I'm living a boring and stupid life right now... My brain's twisted and runs slow every summer... I hate being home!

A site for our batch

2005-06-03T10:55:00.000+08:00

I'm almost done doing a site for our batch...

Yep, it's not that good, pretty much full of craps, I'm looking out for their help, but what should I expect of them? They're pretty innocent when it comes to webbys (you think I'm ignorant at html? they're worse... hehehe)

I'm still having problems about the pages, ang bagal mag-download... Anyone out there who could teach me how to do Iframes?

Oh well... wanna visit? here

It's really hard to do it because I'm not used to doing pages at Geocities... Besides, I have to log out to my Yahoo account just to do it...

DA Prof... DA best!

2005-06-02T09:07:00.000+08:00

Just turned off the TV after watching breakfast. I just saw DAprof. with his Star Wars collection. It’s soooo uberly cool!!! Specially the Holiday version of R2D2 and C3PO. Soooo cute!!!

I woke up early just to watch it… two thumbs up prof! Ang galing! Astig! You have the right to be called Jedi Master!

Another Stupid Post

2005-05-30T09:37:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday, Sheila and me went to Ron's place. We talked about lots of things, mostly it's about a track on what's happenning to our vacation and stuffs like that. Then he told me something which is keeping me disturbed nowadays...

He told me that he feels his mom doesn't like me and I just sort of feel it too, I just don't want to tell him about it. I've been thinking about that for months now. He also told me na parang naninibago siya sa bahay nila eversince vacation started. It's kinda weird that he never opens those kinds of topics to me. He never talks to me about his family problems before...

It's just this plain weird feeling that I've got.

Then stupid GMA staff, they aired Episode 29 first before the Spring and Christmas Special? And about Love Hina Again, will they air it? Magsama nga sila ng Friendster... parehong magulo, nawala na naman yung html feature ng about me ko...

Yes, I know, another stupid post... 0_o

Belle and I

2005-05-27T09:24:00.000+08:00

Belle and I were fine now... and you know what? We're focusing on this other "girl" who's trying to ruin our friendship... I mean, napaka plastic nya. And to think I didn't even told her that the girl was indeed Belle, aba, ang gaga, isinumbong kay Belle na siya yun. Shalei, you know whom I am talking about right? The "other" girl... So plastic... no wonder why she doesn't have any real friends or even best friends...

Haha... So we're fine now... BFF... And we were actually laughing to our messages to each other...

Back off girl, you're gonna regret this... Haha! Maybe God did plan all these stuff to happen so that we can test our friendship... Well, thank God, he rules!

Oh well, stupid post... o_o

Why students always fail in their exams

2005-05-23T09:48:00.000+08:00

Got this one from email, thought I should share this:

Why students always fail in exams...

It's not the fault of the student if he fails, because the year has ONLY 365' days.

Typical academic year for a student.

1. Sundays-52,Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest. Days left 313.

2. Summer holidays-50 where weather is very hot and difficult to study. Days left 263.

3. 8 hours daily sleep-means 130 days. Days left 141.

4. 1 hour for daily playing-(good for health) means 15 days. Days left 126.

5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chew properly & eat)-means 30days. Days left 96.

6. 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal)-means 15 days. Days left 81.

7. Exam days per year at least 35 days. Days left 46.

8. Quarterly, Half yearly and festival (holidays)-40 days. Balance 6 days.

9. For sickness at least 3 days. Remaining days 3.

10. Movies and functions at least 2 days. 1 day left.

11. That 1 day is your birthday. "How can you study at that day?" Balance days 0

How can a student pass ?????

2005-05-21T10:09:00.000+08:00

Haunted by the dream she had for years, her life had never been the same... She wished that someday she'll see that person again...

Hello...

Hello...

Hello... are you still there?

She opened her eyes, she was suddenly brought back to reality by the voice of her friend.

"Garette, What are you thinking? What's gotten into you? It seems like you're not listening to me" Her friend said, her eyes drifting far away from her and into the hallways of their school, she walks hazily as if walking in the moonlight, she bumped into someone... her belongings just felt out of her hands.

"Sorry" was all that she heard... The guy was in a hurry... she turned back but he was already gone

That man, I know him...

The man in my dream...

The man I've waited for so long...

She rushed along the corridors, ignoring her friends and even her belongings. When she arrived at the exit, she saw the guy from her dream... she ran towards him...

"It's you..." She smiled at the confused looking guy and without warning, gave him a kiss...

"Are you alright?!" Asked the guy, he touched her face as tears welled up her eyes.

"I know we're friends, but, but I just can't deny that I'm falling for you" She confessed, she gave him a hug. The guy was

still in shock but he appreciated the thoughtfulness of her friend... he hugged her back, he then took something from his pocket, a necklace with a heart pendant.

"I've seen you in my dream too..." he gave her a kiss "I've seen you wearing this" he then put the necklace to her... "I guess dreams do come true, don't they?"

*hums a happy melody*

Wala lang akong magawa... wala lang, fictional lang po yan... Oh by the way, I've changed the Layout and added a couple of new smileys in my forum... Warcraft 3, I think it suites the Rankings, and User Groups... Check it out and if you have the time, maybe you can join too! I'm looking for Mods and Admins.

Ho hum...

I've asked my mom *again* if I could attend New Worlds Convention but she refused to answer. Refusing means no... *cries* I won't be able to see Prefect Luna... Huhuhu...

Anyways, the "fic" is also cross posted here. Same as these poems...

Your Love
I am a girl filled with different things
stuff that I normally hide from others
but why can't I hide this single feeling?
which I think might just get worse...

I try to deny these love that I feel
But I just can't whenever you're near
This problem that's so hard to deal
is now filling me up with fear...

How can you notice someone like me?
How can I tell that it's destiny?
Why are you blind enough to see
That you're love completes me...

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"I don't want this over"
How can you let go of that someone?
When you still love him so dearly?
How can you fathom him gone
When he is always the one you see...

You looked back and found him there
you bowed down, you don't wanna stare
you then cried saying it's unfair
then you run away, you just can't bear

He followed you, grabbed your arm
He hugged you tight and never let go
You felt safe, out of any harm
but then you struggled, like a foe

He looked you in the eyes and smiled
as if nothing between you happened
You felt his touch, gentle and mild
he then pulls out a hanky to lend

he then said "I don't want this over"
you then wish it would last forever
you wished that he would leave you never
and live the rest of your lives together.

See how bored I am?

FLIRTING 101 discoveries

2005-05-18T11:21:00.000+08:00

What the... I've read another letter... what's with the "I'll always be here waiting for you"?! What?! You'll wait 'til our relationship was over? Why are you like that?

What a bitch... You've done it, forget that we're friends, I never wanna see you again! I so hate you...

I know breaking our friendship is wrong, but she's done it, you made a f*ckin' hell out of me...

I HATE YOU BITCH

2005-05-17T18:12:00.000+08:00

I so hate someone right now...

You've been my bestfriend for years... I've trusted you, but why are you such a whore? Why do you have to send a message to Ron, secretly telling him you miss him... and what's with the "mwwwaaaaahhhhhhh"? What the f*ck are you trying to do? Why do you wanna plan and set up a date for you two to meet?! I so hate you!!!

You know who you are... you're the one calling here... and heck you didn't even told me that you had those conversations with Ron. How dare you?! And to think I've treated you like a sister, this is how you'll pay me back? I HATE YOU! GO TO HELL BITCH!!!

I'm sorry for my language, I've just found these messages, and my temper was suddenly raised to the maximum.

If ever I heard from you again about those messages, forget that we're friends, I'll pretend that you don't exist.

Schedule!

2005-05-16T10:29:00.000+08:00

After some time, I finally decided to glance at my schedule for the next semester... and you know what? I'm kinda excited for college...

English Communication 1 - 8:00-9:00 every MWF
College Algebra - 9:00-10:00 every MWF
General Psychology - 10:00-11:00 every MWF
Logic - 11:00-12:00 every MWF
Jesus, Fullness of Divine Revelation - 13:00-14:00 every MF
General Zoology- 7:30-9:00 every TTh
General Zoology Lab - 9:00-12:00 every TTh
Sining ng Pakikipagtalastasan - 12:30-14:00 every TTh
Functional Literature and Numeracy Education 1 - 8:00-12:00 evert Sat
Physical Education 1 - 13:00-15:00 every Wed

Wednesday is our Wash day, same as Saturday... oh well

New forum

2005-05-13T14:25:00.000+08:00

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Just wanna invite you guys to join my forum, click here

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New layout...

2005-05-12T15:33:00.000+08:00

New Layout!!! I've edited the pic over there <--- I really don't like the old picture of a girl...

So... it's my version 2!!!

Virus

2005-05-09T09:32:00.000+08:00

I had these vry strange dreams these past week.

Ron visited me and we had a great fun together here in my house. He eats here and even sleeps over. Like we're living on the same roof!!! It's so strange... I'm having this kind of dream for 4 days already...

Anyway, my PC's got this virus called Trojan Horse virus. McAfee virus scanner gets annoying because it keeps popping up telling me the source f the virus has already been deleted but everytime I turn on my computer, McAfee's telling me that it already detected and deleted the virus. Argh!

2005-05-05T16:07:00.000+08:00

What the heck is happening to me? I'm absentminded these days, I am requesting for J-Pop and final fantasy mp3s and I've turned into this download jerk... I want to get my downloaded files back.

Stupid computer!!! Argh!!! I hate you!!!

What a small world!

2005-04-30T21:21:00.000+08:00

Today me and my cousin who is here for vacation went to her friend's house here in Cavite. I never expected that her friend knew Leslie who is my classmate. I mean, what a small world.

Anyway, I just can't believe something urge me to watch Can this be Love which I really don't like, I mean, I'd rather watch Mark and Jen's Say that you love me. I really hate Sandara, you know that "krung-krung" word... *sigh*

Bored Bored Bored

2005-04-28T14:27:00.000+08:00

I'm so bored right now. There's really nowhere to run but the computer and the book I'm reading right now.

Gee... I'm bored... I just wish I know what to do. I want to spend my time doing something other than this. I hate vacations. DARN!

The High School Life

2005-04-22T16:09:00.000+08:00

I'm finally home and I'm finally having the time to tell you little stories and experiences I have when I was in High School.

Freshmen

I never really had friends.
I am so obsessed with boybands
I'm so not good at htmls and internet
I hate boys
It's my first time ever to have a celfone (N3310)
Poetry starts to interest me
I was introduced to Harry Potter

Sophomore

Gained a few friends
I met Ron, he started as my crush, we then became seatmates
I became interested in site building
My interest in music widens

Junior

So who would forget the JS Prom fever?
I fell in love with Ron even though his girlfriend back then used to be my close friend
I became a forum and Net addict
F4 mania!
Friendster fever!
Poetry is getting on my nerves!

Senior

I finally realized that it's better to be friends with boys
I finally had a hosted site
Ron and I became close/best friends
JS Sucks this year
Ron then start to court me, he then became my first true love
I've just proven that your best friend is your worse enemy
I plan to become a writer
then again, maybe Psychology ain't so bad.
I got a digicam for graduation

2005-04-22T15:01:00.000+08:00

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